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March 29, 2026
I keep feeling compelled to journal today. Now that I'm here. What do I say.
I just find it completely depressing and heart breaking as well as utterly confusing how my sister can misunderstand me so easily.
I thought there was one person on this planet that could understand me. Could identify with me. I used to think that was my husband. But after 33 years I was shown that to not be true at all. My and Jenny's relationship as sisters has been so great and wonderful. But then of course I'm shown that to not be true either I guess.
Utterly amazing that she can be so positive of herself in her belief that she thinks i was saying something I was not saying at all. Tells me she is mad at me. And cant even watch the rest of my polo video. Ummm what!?? It's unbelievable that she is convinced she is right. She thinks that I was telling her some dumb online theories about Outlander.
When what I actually did is COMMENT to her on something that already happened in Outlander and that the stuff i had read online a year or so ago were right.
How on earth is that telling her online theories about Outlander. About things that havent happened. I don't know how she can get something i say so twisted. But its happpened a couple of times and I just let it go and shake my head and say to myself umm ok. Thats not at all what I was saying..
Already having too much stress at work. I was staying off the computer and just sleeping and staying in my room. So I already wasn't in a great mood or a great place with being told what I'm saying or not saying. What I'm hearing or not hearing. So, I didn't let it go this time and told her whaaat! Your mad. About something that already happened!
Then she didn't understand why i was so mad. huh?? SHE said she was so mad at me right now. And she was so mad at me for something that I didn't do. She misunderstood the situation or something. I don't even know.
It's the same as something happening. and someone saying oh! they were right about that storyline. wow.
It's the same as something happening. and someone saying oh! they were right about that storyline. wow.
But no. She goes off in another direction, on a big tangent about something that didn't even happen. Whatever...
So, I gave it a day. She never did pop onto the group polo with our mom. Which we always do on Saturday's to talk about Outlander latest episode. So I sent her a polo on Sunday. Saying so your not going to get on the group polo now? ok.. well i hope your ok and doing well.
Nothing. Because she has to keep it going i guess. Convinced she is in the right.
And I talked to our parents on the phone and apparently she sent a separate polo to our mother saying how sick she is. hmm.. I see. But she was fine on Friday and was getting over being sick.. Alrighty.
And I talked to our parents on the phone and apparently she sent a separate polo to our mother saying how sick she is. hmm.. I see. But she was fine on Friday and was getting over being sick.. Alrighty.
Well, just had to get this all out of my system.
I just keep thinking about her and shaking my head. What if something were to happen and this is the last conversation we had. Is it really all that important in the grand scheme of things?
Guess she can just keep sitting there stewing in her feeling that she is 100% right and I did something wrong and so offensive to her.
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