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It's the same as something happening. and someone saying oh! they were right about that storyline. wow.
And I talked to our parents on the phone and apparently she sent a separate polo to our mother saying how sick she is. hmm.. I see. But she was fine on Friday and was getting over being sick.. Alrighty.
We have finally come to my favorite time of the year. The time of change, reflection, stepping forward.
A time of reflection of what no longer serves me and letting that go. Because it only does me harm.
A change in the season, the colors outside. Welcoming the olive green, orange, maroon, and brown.
I always love to see the colors changing in the trees. It's so so pretty when I drive by a whole field of trees and can see all sorts of different colors. All the different shades of oranges, yellows, greens, maroon,....
I am busy getting my autumn AI packs ready too. I am having a lot of funnnnn with that!!!! I'm so excited to have those ready!
Here's a lil freebie for you. *smiles*
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Never stop fulfilling your goals and moving forward. This morning I was looking for something on my computer and came across all these things I've accomplished over the past few years. I don't really think of myself as accomplishing anything great. But then when I think to the past of all the things I wanted to learn to do online. wow!
Maybe you remember a lil' cute email client called Incredimail. *giggles* I had wanted to learn to make those expanding tables and pretty layouts so so badly. But there was always stress and drama in my life and I just couldn't seem to concentrate long enough in some peace and quiet of my own to be able to read and learn it.
Then a couple of years ago I did sit down and learn it. And I completely love what I created. My Incredimail doesn't work anymore now. Even when someone was kind enough to install it on my computer. *lol* It didn't last long. I'm proud that I did conquer creating the letter/stationary though.
Then there is all that I accomplished with Sig Machine.
If you don't know what it is - you can check mine out HERE
Just click 'Faerie Charm' at the top of the map.
There was A LOT to learn and over come with that. But I had the time of my life making new friends and contributing to the pixel community. And finally conquering a big wish. Wooohoo!!! Check marked that one off
Original Sig Machine script is created and maintained by
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Lots of helpful tutorials there...
I sure did have a lot of fun being back in the pixel community again.
So much fun creating!!! I've always been addicted to glitter, borders, frames,...
I still love this one *lol* It's simple, cute and sweet.
I had so much fun at The Pixel Palace; making monthly checking in graphics each month. Participating in challenges and such.
But then it just got to be the same thing every month; and felt really lonely and quiet in the pixel community. The same small handful of people participating in the challenges and games every month. Felt like so many were gone that I had known before...
Even admins were not really there anymore. And my good friend who is not a creator; was left constantly holding the bag. Taking on more and more and more. A lot of peoples families have become ill and they are not able to be there or were bored and not committing... And I as well become bored. Not enough going on for me. Wasn't learning anything new anymore.
THEN! Came something new and beautiful for me.
DIGITAL GRAPHICS!!!!!
NOW I was in love again. And fell in love with digital scraps again, that I had loved years and years ago in the early/mid 2000's. But now they have really advanced a lot. And I was in! I wanted to learn all about these scripts for creating graphics, and all these beautiful hand painted tubes, and these gorgeous graphics and art!!
And this brings us up to last fall when I started designing digital scrap kits, CU packs...
And now this year I started trying my hand at CT'ing (Creative Team). I now sell in
7 digital stores + my own store, and CT in 3 stores (All That Glitterz, Render Art World, Twisted Sisters Creatives) and CT for 1 designer (Moon Vixen Designs).
I still love going to forums and participating in challenges.
My favorite forums I get over to when I'm able are Escape from Reality, and Creative Misfits. I luvvvv fall, steampunk, gothic challenges the most.
I also got to discover the wonderful world of AI this year too. Which has also been so much fun!!!
Midjourney :: Fotor :: Deep :: Freepik :: Leonardo AI ::
Well I am itching to see what fall or gothic challenges are available.
So, I'm off and running :D
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Kind of where I'm at today. A former tenant of mine is missing. Her car was found abandoned way on the outskirts of town, on Saturday out by a small airport. (we live in a town of just 5,000). Her sister is posting on facebook about her missing. So, I shared it, then pinned it and asked everyone to please share it too.
it was still bothering me a great deal so I talked to another person that knows her who I'm friends with. After that conversation I decided to call the police and make sure someone has reported her missing and that there is actually an active search going on for her.
As I drove out towards where I know her car was I could see a different kind of airplane flying over head. I think it might have been search and rescue.
I know what kind of boyfriend she had. So I sure hope she will be home soon.
I tell myself things like -- well anything at all could have happened.
She could have been hiking and twisted her ankle or fell or anything. Plenty of wild life around these parts too. At one point she was suicidal. But then my mind goes back to - well it could just be something as silly as taking off with someone and partying at their house. Not knowing the police would see her car abandoned...
Breanna where are you :'(
So much going on in the world too. Poor Vermont. Oh my goodness. Such horrible flooding. Horrible high temps all over the south west of the US. Planet record breaking temps, highest in 100 years in some areas.
Meanwhile, here in Wyoming for some reason summer is just getting started. And very very late in the year. It's still yucky and uncomfortable. But not in the triple digits. And it cools off to the 50's at night.
Hard to believe its time for registering kids for school for the new year. I feel like summer just barely started *lol*
Although I have not much love for summer I am looking forward to fall very very much. And am feeling blessed with a mild summer. Which ummm probably I should be scared for the winter lol
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If someone hates other humans that much --- why??
That's all *giggles* Just wanted to know.
It is just oddly funny to me why people treat all around them with such anger for no reason.
She's not only rude and abrupt to me. But to my maintenance man, to the other contractors that have to go into her unit... Thank goodness she does do it when official HUD inspectors are around, and that there are other witnesses such as contractors.
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This is my 2nd week on Prozac.
I'm finding it easier to 'do all the things'. Those easy things. Well, it should be easy anyway. But I just wouldn't keep up with them or I felt reluctant to do it. But not for any specific reason.
Something as simple as taking a vitamin. So yes. I am finding that more easier. And I would often not take my thyroid med on my days off. Why? Is it really that difficult to reach into my purse?? I can't know LOL
I'm less thirsty too. I thought it was just a "me" thing to always be drinking something. So weird.
I find myself not sleeping in til 11:00 on my days off too!
I feel like I'm not constantly exhausted, come to think of it. I have also found myself drinking or 'craving' less sugary drinks like my rootbeer and coffee. Actually someone bought me a blended coffee yesterday and I usually get xlrg. And she brought me a large. Which looked small. But it took me FOUR hours to drink it
I feel joy. Happiness. I'm not just playing mobile games constantly and going to work, and back home to my games. I think those mobile games for some are an 'escape from reality'. Ya know?...
So, here I am giving Prozac my stamp of approval.
Weirdest words to ever come out of my mouth! LOl
What else can I tell you about my experience so far. Hmmm well I am sure getting a lot of work done in the office. I complete one task, boom! On to the next one. Boom! Next please!!
I feel like I'm not eating needlessly. I'm eating less. Eating when I'm actually hungry. Weird...
I am actually doing things when I think of them. Not saying eh... I will do it later.
It sounds silly but, I went into my Pandora account and made some playlists. And I love them!! I am usually lazy and just tell nosy rita (Alexa) -- play music. Or play 70's music. lol
My playlist is freaking awesome!!! Macklemore, Lindsey Stirling, Lindsey Stirling with Amy Lee and other awesome artists, Billie Eillish, Tori Amos - A sorta Faerytale. luv that song. I also made a cool 80's playlist.
So, I luvvvvvv those 80's songs from all the John Hughes movies -- Pretty in Pink, Breakfast Club... luv luv luv!! Tears For Fears, The Psychedelic Furs,... Well apparently I could just go on and on about music lol
When I tell people about Lindsey Stirling that she is such an exciting fabulous violin player. I get 'that look'. No I do not have 2 heads. No, I do not sit around listening to orchestra music. BUT Lindsey is different. And I still have a huge love for the violin that was sparked when I was just in 5th grade. I've always regretted not continuing or picking it back up as an adult. #violinhasmyheart
Get ready to be obsessed!
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Well, I'll have to tell you my daughter Nicole was not going to have THAT!
It was such an enormous struggle, for many years.
School is not a wonderful fun great positive experience for everyone. There are those of us that suffer. That despise school. Those that are teased, do not 'fit in', --- fit in to everyone else's mold... Those that do not have a good time. Teacher's mostly want to teach to the easy ones. The popular, outgoing, easily smart kids. The teacher's that forget why they became a teacher in the first place.
My grandson Dante had many of the same experiences I did. And felt the same way about school as I did. And I basically still do.
But Nicole bent over backwards to get him through and get him to that cap and gown! I think in the end he was happy and proud of himself too.
He doesn't realize just how hard a GED test is to pass. Kids don't believe adults when we try to tell them things for their own benefit...
I am so happy and so so proud of him for conquering this!
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Actually I think I have the right to still question that. When agencies in charge of helping are aware that a woman with children, pregnant has mental health, general health and learning disabilities and social issues in general; why is this person not being helped? Why is "we're keeping on eye on her call us if you see anything" done from a desk??
I am very very saddened that one of my tenants - only 21 years old!
Passed away unexpectedly. And family services has been aware of her need for help. But shrugs their shoulders saying sheepishly I dont know. We can't help someone who doesn't want help.
Ummm ok, could you not try a little harder?
At first I was sad and shocked. Now I am in anger mode. I actually live at the properties I manage. I live close to my tenants. I myself am a tenant because of my income and living on the property I have to follow the same rules and regulations, recertifications, qualifying, proof of income, bank info, etc...
So, now everytime I walk out my door I am reminded of a tragedy that should not happen.
A mother went to bed last night without a daughter, a boyfriend - love - significant other went to bed last night without the one he loves . A baby is left to wake up to a completely different world today. Mommy is not here.
And we hear about these sort of things on the news all the time. People who 'slip through the cracks'. Well why isn't something done if we are aware of it! Why does it seem like the people in charge, those in high places to help - well they just don't seem to at all.
If a young mother who needs extra help is constantly getting pneumonia, and RSV. Why is a health professional not taking an extra measure to check in on this person. If she almost had her 1st baby removed from the home due to not feeding the baby enough; isn't that a good enough reason for family services, public health nurse, or someone to be keeping tabs on the family? And with her being pregnant and having all these factors -- why are extra measures not taken?? And I have had conversations with family services, I have been told the case worker has said many times she hates coming to the low income complex. Really?? Well you don't hate cashing your check. You don't hate the nice SUV you drive. You don't hate the nice clothing you wear. Oh but you hate doing your job your educated to do. wow...
It's ok, to keep tabs on drug addicted. And its ok to check in on them and make sure the home is clean, they are clean, etc... But serious mental health? hmmm nope nobody got time for that. Which one is more important? I am well aware that it is hard to get off of drugs etc... but that is a CHOICE. Learning disabilities, mental health those are not a freaking choice!
I'm sorry but I just want to scream scream scream!!! I don't even live in a big city where ppl can easily slip through the cracks without anyone noticing. Population of my town 5000!
I am just so sorry that we all failed you Jasmine. It's not right. It's not fair. Not fair to your unborn baby, not fair to your little baby girl, or your mother or your family or your great love who loved you so perfectly.
xoxo
Sure do wish I could simply just run away. Far far away to another time, another place. Somewhere that I am not upset, stressed, sad, and discouraged feeling on my days off. Don't even feel like working on graphics now. Which is of course what I look forward to my days off for!
Woke up perfectly happy, normal mood. Go on facebook to see if I have any msgs from "friends". Not former tenants. FRIENDS! But of course there are 3 long messages from a former tenant 'reminding me' of what i can and can not do.
BIOTCH! Please!! Reminding me that there is pending appeal and I can not go into the unit or touch anything. Ummm this is not my 1st ball game. okay!
First of all - yes I have every right to go into the unit after one has been evicted by a court of law.
I am SO so sick and tired of having my days off ruined. I can't even take any vacation time because what is the use! It will be aggravated by harassing messages on facebook messenger. I feel like blocking her. I should not have to use my personal account for business. I am not on call. I have office hours.
This situation is beyond stressful and depressing and has been dragging on for over a month past the signed Judge's order date. Urrrrgh!!!
ohhh, how is it possible to be happy to go home and get away from the office. Then feel lonely and all alone when I get here.
Sometimes I just feel like chatting some more about my stresses, but it just feels like no one really cares anyway. *shrugs*
Maybe just left over feelings from when I was married and tried to talk to my husband and it just felt like he didn't care how I was feeling or anything...
On the other hand, I just don't want to bother anyone either. Everyone has all their own stuff to deal with too.
Ever have to deal with someone at work, or even in daily life that just completely and utterly drains all of the energy from you? Thats how I feel dealing with one particular former tenant. So sick of the drama, and arguing, and just all the stuff! This should have been said and done on the 2nd of February when I went to court. But here we are closing in on the end of the month aaaand still!
The Sheriff is so tired of dealing with her, and wasting all of his time on her too that now they are telling her she does not need a civil stand-by with the sheriff to be able to get her things. Well, so sorry our police force no longer has any time for this person. But neither do I!! And I can not allow her into the apartment without the sheriff.
People in this town have a very hard time comprehending rules,
laws, ... wow!
I would say that tomorrow is another day and it will be better. But she just calls repeatedly to have someone to argue with.
If she were so concerned about all of her belongings I would think she would have paid her $1.00 for rent.
Bizarre thing is that she constantly scammed her family for money but they don't know what she spent it on.
There is over 1.00 in change in the apartment -- ding ding ding!
*lol*
So, tomorrow I will deal with my own emotions better than today and not give up any of my own energy :)
I don't even know anymore. And have really just run out of energy.
I'll always be that person who cares about other people. But after the past couple weeks with these evictions; I just feel like I've ran empty and care a little less because of peoples irresponsibility shenanigans. If they don't care enough, why do I use up all of my own energy on it..
The sheriff even had to have words with me today. Because I am having too much stress over the whole thing. And he said its not worth it. So, I guess I have orders to stop stressing lol!
So, one. more. day. And I am totally completely done with this. It was supposed to be all done on the 6th. But tomorrow is the 9th. I have the Owner to explain things to every single day its not done. There is a court order for this to be a done deal 3 days ago.
Not my fault, not my problem that people can't just live as adults. This is not a nursing home!
That might sound terribly harsh. Its winter, one has 3 kids. Ya know, I'm all out of sympathy. The gal that has not done anything but lie, manipulate, scam, and mouth off to both me and my General Manager has no one but herself to blame. Start over with all new stuff I guess. I've had to do it before in my younger years. And even not so younger years! It's life... It happens... Stop making excuses and take care of your children and go to work instead of getting a free ride and scamming everyone constantly.
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Hi all, just a little bitty rant to get it out of my system and move on with life...
Seems in our society these days many many people no longer have manners, or are just simply not taught any manners. I do not own my own business, therefore I must follow rules that are set by the government and the owners. It is not my fault or in my control when there are so many verifications and approvals to go through for things. It's a process. And if you want a lower rent, then it has to be done.
And if you don't do what is required, its not my fault when a tenant then suffers, and it takes a long time. If one is stressed out and frustrated. Fine. Don't put all that on someone else who doesn't deserve it!
It just amazes me, that I am constantly at fault for what others have not done. Totally crazy. Is this still planet earth or have I been transplanted elsewhere!! 😕😩
Now that I have gotten rid of this glummy feeling. I am moving on with my life and protecting myself from the stress and anxiety others try to project on to me. *smiles*
On a much happier note, I have been getting quite a lot added to my digital store. So yay!!! That brings me a lot of joy and happiness.
Stop over ----> FAERIE CHARM DESIGNS
I've been adding CU packs, as well as PU scrapkits. :D
previews -- without links. Just click on my store link above please.
Have a great day and wonderful fabulous tomorrow *giggle* *giggle*
oh! And I've joined a social media community too that I advertise my
new uploads on -- MeWe
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