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February 15, 2024
It is with a great deal of thought, that I go ahead and put this into writing today. Just so there is written digital evidence if anything were to happen...


It is completely amazing to me that in this day and age and in a very small town that my next door neighbor and tenant continues to make a point that he is a black man and that I am a nightmare to him and I am racist. Seriously!!

He knows nothing about me. Nothing of my past. Past friendships, experiences, thoughts, beliefs, feelings. But yet he so easily asks me if I write him violations because he is black.

Then when he does not finish his annual recertification for his affordable family housing (low income apartments) at Parkway East Apartments in Worland Wyoming; he continues to try to control the narrative that it is me who is at fault. That he has been nothing but respectful to me. And at every turn I am always 'messing' with him as he puts it. 

I wonder why then I have so many instances that he is not following the rules. Why do I have so many lease violations written for him for excessive loud thumping music. Then, after months of causing anxiety to myself, my 2 cats, and my grand daughter when she is over visiting  does he brag on facebook that he is selling the sound system that is so great that it gets him in trouble with his landlord and will definitley 'piss off your neighbors'. Really??? So, your objective IS to tick people off. And not follow rules. wow...

He wrote a huge long email to the complex Owner after she and her Attorney instructed me to post a 3 day quit on his door with all of his copies of the annual recertification notices I sent for 4 months for him to recertify.
Stating that he never got any of the notices. That I did not give them to him. That just because I print out a paper and put a date on it, does not mean I gave it to him. 
*enormous laughter*
And that everyone will vouch for him and testify against me that constantly mess with him, and only him. By mess - he means harass... 

Should be interesting in court I guess. When he picked an arguement with me one day when I was coming home from work (the managers office) - he now claims there were 4 witnesses. Ummm no. There was one. Apt #2 tenant was at her car. And witness to what? Him accusing me of harassment. Him asking me if I'm doing this because he's black?  To which he now says that I said yes. But I did not. Feels to me like he has had a lifetime of playing the victim and getting away with it. 

I have called the police because I can hear him throwing his exwife across the apartment and up against the walls. Then she turns around and tells my son that I called the police on her. wow. your welcome. But I called the police FOR you. And for myself; as it is very disturbing to hear all of that!!
Those loud sounds are extremely upsetting to me. I can't stand to hear a man hitting the wall, yelling, slam doors, knocking a woman around. And why should I?

He breaks the rules at every turn. Not -- I harass him at every turn. It's always someone else's fault.
Brings in a dog without the Owners approval, does not show up to appointments, smoking on property, loud music that shakes my walls. Then he just went to not caring at all and smoking as he is coming out of his apartment. Right in front of me. Then laughs about it. 

My maintenance man has seen a stack of unopened white envelopes in his kitchen; tossed in the corner. Perhaps those are the annual recertification notices he proclaims I did not ever deliver.

So, it should be interesting if all of these witnesses come forth for him when we get a court date for eviction. 

The man clearly needs mental health help in a huge way. I was even instructed to call his emergency contact - which is his father. Who lives in Texas. I thought he was going to come and get him or do something to try to help him. Maybe the Tenant refused help from his father or his father could not get ahold of him. Or maybe his father feels like its time to grow up. 32 years old after all. Has already served 4 years in prison for drugs. 

Only got approved to live in our apartment complex because he said he will have his 3 children every weekend and will be getting custody of them. 
Well, his children are not ever around. I assume their mother doesn't really want them around their father when he is acting looney and trying to kill himself by sawing his arm and then calling for an ambulance; that he is bleeding out...

Therefore, along with not following the lease, the rules and regulations, obeying local, state, and federal laws; he is also taking up an apartment that could be housing a family. As our properties are AFH - USDA Affordable Family Housing.

At the end of the day; it is just sad that I give someone the benefit of the doubt. Even told him he's the best neighbor I've ever had. -- Because in the beginning it was great. But then I feel like he got back into drugs again. He lost a massive amount of weight. At least 50 to 80 lbs I would say. His attitude changed, his appearance changed drastically. He talks under his breath to himself so others can't make out what he is saying. He has tried to get into vacant units, he has been reported to have entered another tenant's apartment. "Looking for his kids". Ummm at 12:30 at night you don't know where your small children are at? In the winter? With snow on the ground?? So you just start entering into other peoples apartments???  None of my tenants will put in written complaints or anything though. But they have come to me on many occassions saying they don't want him coming around. He is crazy, he is bizarre, he knocks on their door and looks like he is 'out of it' and they can't understand what he's saying. 

It's a shame that he didn't take advantage of this 2nd chance he was given. 

I just hope he doesn't try to do anything to retaliate against me after we go to court. Living right next door to someone so unpredictable has been scary and very stressful.    


 

    
 

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December 14, 2023



I feel so hurt and so angry. Not just like regular hurt feelers. It literally feels like an attack on my soul!

I have a much longer post about this, that I did not publish. 

How my neighbor (and I'm the property manager), is  accussing me of being racist. I could not even believe I was hearing those words. "Is it because I'm black" He said that so easily! Now he also posts it on Facebook. Asking for help, because he does not know how to get ahold of the Owner. wow... Information is readily available in the office and in the laundry room. Of course he puts right on his facebook profile that I said yes; when he asked if its because he's black. Seriously!!

How is it that I am harassing him if all I'm doing is my job? He's the one breaking the rules. It's not my fault that he chooses to not go through the proper paperwork for things, he smokes right in front of me. When there is no smoking anywhere on the properties. 
He plays his music (surround sound bar for tv) so loud it vibrates my walls. And that doesn't take much when he has the bass is turned up so high!

Hopefully my next neighbor will understand how to follow rules. And not think they are above all else...



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October 22, 2023


*uuugh* I felt so entirely normal yesterday. But wanted to make something sweet. Yup. No bakes! Except I didn't have any peanut butter *lol*

I am telling you, I know I had entirely too much sugar yesterday. I could definitely feel the difference. I had a terrible time trying to get to sleep and stay there! A very long horrible night if you ask me. 
Now this morning I am so nauseous. I swear, I wish I could just vomit. The thought of anything sweet or sugary just about turns my stomach. 

I have had probably quite a bit less sugar in my diet about the last 3 weeks. I stopped drinking A&W rootbeer. Which does not have caffine. But does have a high sugar content and the 2nd ingredient is High Fructose Corn Syrup. Which is poison to our bodies. Our body does not recognize it as a food substance. Humans were never meant to consume this. 

Which brings me back to --- uuuugh! I feel like crappers!!!
I have read and listened to so much information on sugar. I really do believe it is poison for us. And I do honestly believe there is a connection between sugar and cancer. Sugar breeds bad cells and helps them grow.  

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October 17, 2023

What a mess the pharmacy has made of my Prozac!!!! I'm still feeling the effects of being over dosed. I had changed from 40 mg capsules to 60 mg tabs. (The capsules make me queezy). My doctor said I'd have to take 3. And wrote the order as 3   20mg tabs. 

Well after 2 weeks of taking them and running out early I was actually getting (by the pharmacy instructions on the bottle!) -- THREE 60 mg tabs per day. So 180 mg a day. So why didn't that alarm the person filling it?!! Then how kind of the pharmacist to try to blame me. 'Well. YOU knew then right'. Ummm no. I knew to take 3. I know to follow what it says on the bottle. 

So even a week out from that of taking the correct amount. I am still all shakey and jittery, chills, such increased blurry vision, sleepy, not sleeping soundly-waking up a lot. Just feeling yucky and crappy! 

So, since no one can answer me as to how long it might take for that all to get out of my system. I have no choice other than to just stop taking it all together for a few days and see how I feel then. 
Might even be that the 60 mg is too much. Oh yes, and the pharmacist made an executive decision that I should have them in 60 mg tablets instead of three 20's. So I can't even decrease or have any control over it. Thats probably why my doctor wrote the order the way she did. 

But she has been on vacation during all of this and won't be back for another week. So I go in and see her next Monday... So all I have figured out is lets switch pharmacies! And lets make sure that I get the  3 tablets. 

Uuuuggh.... I swear. Why can't men just do what they are told. Why do all these men around me make their own decisions, do whatever they see fit to do. 








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October 07, 2023



Hi! We all probably know by now that exercise helps with depression; helps get extra energy out of our bodies... 
I know this too. But haven't quite gotten myself back to that spot just yet. But I did start doing something good for my mental well being this weekend. 
L A U G H I N G
Yes!!! Laughing is such great medicine. 
On Roku (i don't know where all else) watch an old sitcom - 2 Broke Girls. omg!! So hilarious. I love laughing. 
This show is so funny!! And it has it from the very beginning when it first aired. The brunette girl - Max. I luuuuvvvvv her sarcastic dark humor. *lol* Maybe you will recognize her from the movie Thor.

Of course eating the right foods can also have an impact on our mental health. Foods with wheat make us sluggish, tired, blah, and even make a lot of the popular very sick these days. 

DISCLAIMER*** I am not a doctor of any kind. So always check with your doctor before changing your diet habits. My writings are based on my own experiences.


I just wanted to share how happy I am. How normal I feel and how good I really feel. I watch a lot of true crime. So ummm not really the most cheerful stuff. But I also watch Youtube videos about narcissism, food - how our food is poisoning us, all sorts of stuff. And I watch about true crime stories. But I really do not watch much comedy anymore.

I'm now on 60mg of Prozac. Still just about cracks me up to say that word. I was against that medicine STRONGLY for many many years. --- Since the early 90's! I have had no bad side effects or complications. Except that my stomach has no appreciation for the capsules. Whatever they are made of...
So they do have to get the tablets ordered in for me.  Which only takes 1 day. So no big deal there really. 

When I first started taking Prozac; I was skeptical. And had all these bad negative feelings and thoughts about it. I told my sister well I am by no means recommending this is what you do. I have to wait some time and see how things go.

But its been very good. I'm still shocked I take this medication with such negativity attached to it from the 90's. 
I'm very happy with my choices and my doctor's recommendations. For those time that I do feel extra pressure of anxiety I have a pill that I split in half for that. And it just calms me right down in a natural feeling way. None of it feels druggy or zombie like.

Take the time to take care of you. xoxo  
 

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September 14, 2023

We have finally come to my favorite time of the year. The time of change, reflection, stepping forward.

A time of reflection of what no longer serves me and letting that go. Because it only does me harm. 

A change in the season, the colors outside. Welcoming the olive green, orange, maroon, and brown. 

I always love to see the colors changing in the trees. It's so so pretty when I drive by a whole field of trees and can see all sorts of different colors. All the different shades of oranges, yellows, greens, maroon,....

 

I am busy getting my autumn AI packs ready too. I am having a lot of funnnnn with that!!!! I'm so excited to have those ready!

Here's a lil freebie for you. *smiles* 





 


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September 10, 2023

Never stop fulfilling your goals and moving forward. This morning I was looking for something on my computer and came across all these things I've accomplished over the past few years. I don't really think of myself as accomplishing anything great. But then when I think to the past of all the things I wanted to learn to do online. wow!

Maybe you remember a lil' cute email client called Incredimail. *giggles* I had wanted to learn to make those expanding tables and pretty layouts so so badly. But there was always stress and drama in my life and I just couldn't seem to concentrate long enough in some peace and quiet of my own to be able to read and learn it.

Then a couple of years ago I did sit down and learn it. And I completely love what I created. My Incredimail doesn't work anymore now. Even when someone was kind enough to install it on my computer. *lol* It didn't last long. I'm proud that I did conquer creating the letter/stationary though.





Then there is all that I accomplished with Sig Machine.
If you don't know what it is - you can check mine out HERE

Just click 'Faerie Charm' at the top of the map.

There was A LOT to learn and over come with that. But I had the time of my life making new friends and contributing to the pixel community. And finally conquering a big wish. Wooohoo!!! Check marked that one off
Original Sig Machine script is created and maintained by
Just Sev - http://www.cupoflilthings.com/

Lots of helpful tutorials there...

 

I sure did have a lot of fun being back in the pixel community again. 
So much fun creating!!! I've always been addicted to glitter, borders, frames,...

I still love this one *lol* It's simple, cute and sweet.

You can add your name to it if you like... Art of ©Alicia Mujica

I had so much fun at The Pixel Palace; making monthly checking in graphics each month. Participating in challenges and such. 
But then it just got to be the same thing every month; and felt really lonely and quiet in the pixel community. The same small handful of people participating in the challenges and games every month. Felt like so many were gone that I had known before...
Even admins were not really there anymore. And my good friend who is not a creator; was left constantly holding the bag. Taking on more and more and more. A lot of peoples families have become ill and they are not able to be there or were bored and not committing... And I as well become bored. Not enough going on for me. Wasn't learning anything new anymore.

THEN! Came something new and beautiful for me. 

DIGITAL GRAPHICS!!!!!

NOW I was in love again. And fell in love with digital scraps again, that I had loved years and years ago in the early/mid 2000's. But now they have really advanced a lot. And I was in! I wanted to learn all about these scripts for creating graphics, and all these beautiful hand painted tubes, and these gorgeous graphics and art!!

And this brings us up to last fall when I started designing digital scrap kits, CU packs...
And now this year I started trying my hand at CT'ing (Creative Team). I now sell in
7 digital stores + my own store, and CT in 3 stores (All That Glitterz, Render Art World, Twisted Sisters Creatives) and CT for 1 designer (Moon Vixen Designs).

I still love going to forums and participating in challenges.
My favorite forums I get over to when I'm able are Escape from Reality, and Creative Misfits. I luvvvv fall, steampunk, gothic challenges the most.


 













I also got to discover the wonderful world of AI this year too. Which has also been so much fun!!!

Midjourney ::  Fotor :: Deep :: Freepik :: Leonardo AI :: 

Well I am itching to see what fall or gothic challenges are available. 
So, I'm off and running :D



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August 26, 2023

I was given one of the most amazing gifts ever! By my daughter.
Lindsey Stirling Concert - with Walk Off The Moon
Lindsey is so amazing!! The violin has always remained close and dear to my heart. It touched my soul when I was in 5th grade. And it has just never left. I have always regretted that I did not continue with it and go further.

I love the sounds of the violin. It feels like it pierces and cracks my heart.
But in a good way LOL!!

We were so close to the stage! SO cool!!! All of her ballet, and dance, and hoop and swing twirling. All while playing the violin phenomenally!!!
I was completely mesmerized.

So, I only know of her because of Youtube. Because I love faeries! And one of my most favorite pieces of music is 'Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairies'. Searching to listen to that music at christmas time a few years back I came across her. Thought it was just another video on youtube for people to watch.

A couple years later my daughter shows me this video. Ummm!!! I love her! I know that song!! Thats one of my favorite songs!!! I was shocked we had watched and fallen in love with the same music! The same exact person!

And when Nicole found out Lindsey Stirling was coming so close to us to perform. Well, I was just hoping I would get a surprise gift. *lol*

I've been sharing my videos on Facebook, and a couple on MeWe.










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July 25, 2023
 
 
Feeling so sad today. Do you ever meet someone that just kind of sticks with you and ya still think of them from time to time and wonder how things are with them. But your not actually 'friends'. 
Kind of where I'm at today. A former tenant of mine is missing. Her car was found abandoned way on the outskirts of town, on Saturday out by a small airport. (we live in a town of just 5,000). Her sister is posting on facebook about her missing. So, I shared it, then pinned it and asked everyone to please share it too. 

it was still bothering me a great deal so I talked to another person that knows her who I'm friends with. After that conversation I decided to call the police and make sure someone has reported her missing and that there is actually an active search going on for her.
As I drove out towards where I know her car was I could see a different kind of airplane flying over head. I think it might have been search and rescue.

I know what kind of boyfriend she had. So I sure hope she will be home soon.

I tell myself things like -- well anything at all could have happened.
She could have been hiking and twisted her ankle or fell or anything. Plenty of wild life around these parts too. At one point she was suicidal. But then my mind goes back to - well it could just be something as silly as taking off with someone and partying at their house. Not knowing the police would see her car abandoned...

Breanna where are you :'( 
 
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May be an image of 1 person, blonde hair, smiling and text that says '8:12 7:01 Tina Patick Richins Breanna Mitchell Missing out road 13 by SLAB. car was found miles past slab. Search and and police are looking They have phone unable find has been out footf about hours. you drive out that way please look her you are traveling from Worland Wyoming Thermopolis Vyoming. you have any information findher please contact the Washakie County Sheriff' Office 307-347- 4253. Please share this with everyone. Anne Muterspaugh Bleicher URAGO Like Comment Message'



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July 24, 2023


yay me!! I got some play time in at Creative Misfits! I have finished a couple of challenges over there. This is what I came up with.



  

Make a 'forum style' set, choose an artist that I don't usually work with. Choose a holiday. Choose a color palette.And name something I almost always do on all my siggies. So -- I chose christmas. The kit is by Deedles n' Doodles. (Midnight Sleigh Ride) - it might have even been a freebie. Not sure.. 
This is my color palette I created for my look. 
 Something that I almost always put in my signature tags is the 'sticker effect' *lol* -- having white around the name...

On Sunday I create this beauty




©Goldwasser Art (Nimrodel tube) :: Kit by TinyTurtleDesigns.

It's a lot of fun to create. I don't really care for the christmas tag I made. But I love the avatar *lol* I redid the forum style one a couple of times. It just wasn't happening for me... But it was fun. 
I usually make for about 4  others + the person posting the challenge.  



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July 11, 2023


hey there! So, I ask you --- why are some people so angry with EVERYONE; ALL of the time. 
If someone hates other humans that much --- why??

That's all *giggles* Just wanted to know.

I have a tenant that hates me so much. But she seems to hate everyone equally. *lol* So, if she treats everyone with such aggression and distain. Guess that makes it okay. Or at least in the sphere of normal -- for her...
It is just oddly funny to me why people treat all around them with such anger for no reason. 
She's not only rude and abrupt to me. But to my maintenance man, to the other contractors that have to go into her unit... Thank goodness she does do it when official HUD inspectors are around, and that there are other witnesses such as contractors. 

    


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May 29, 2023
What a super great day it was seeing my grandson Dante Terry graduate from high school. Yup. This Nana teared up. I was not so sure this day would be possible. Sometimes its just so much easier to give in, or give up. 

Well, I'll have to tell you my daughter Nicole was not going to have THAT!
It was such an enormous struggle, for many years. 
School is not a wonderful fun great positive experience for everyone. There are those of us that suffer. That despise school. Those that are teased, do not 'fit in', --- fit in to everyone else's mold... Those that do not have a good time. Teacher's mostly want to teach to the easy ones. The popular, outgoing, easily smart kids. The teacher's that forget why they became a teacher in the first place. 

My grandson Dante had many of the same experiences I did. And felt the same way about school as I did. And I basically still do.

But Nicole bent over backwards to get him through and get him to that  cap and gown! I think in the end he was happy and proud of himself too. 
He doesn't realize just how hard a GED test is to pass. Kids don't believe adults when we try to tell them things for their own benefit...

I am so happy and so so proud of him for conquering this! 

   
My grandson making it through highschool!!





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May 26, 2023





ok. a week on Prozac for the very 1st time. So, all seems to be going just fine. No weird false memories of things that have not happened to me. No nightmares. Not seeing things that aren't there. No paranoid.... 
I remember all the things that went wrong for people back in the 1990's. I actually had a friend that had her life ruined by this medication. And family relationships destroyed because of the nightmares, night terrors, false memories of sexual molestation by her brother and father. ALLLLLL the talk shows were filled with stories of people who took Prozac and had horrible reactions to it. Suicide, rape and molestation that didn't really actually happen.... On and on and on. 

So, I have always refused to take this drug. It's been offered to me many many times. 

Aside from all of that, I don't notice any adverse reactions for myself. I have only noticed improvements. And am very happy. 

Theres even a few things that Zoloft may have been contributing to that have improved. I have developed a sudden jerk in my right hand that would just happen out of the blue while writing or on the computer and that has decreased a lot. I also don't feel so hazy and zombie like in my head. But especially in the area in my eyes and right behind my eyes. And It seems like I'm not constantly exhausted feeling either. I would wake up feeling exhausted. :) Now makes me wonder; like how many things of the way we feel actually have to do with medication! 


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May 19, 2023
I swear have started to call and text my kids at least 6 times
in the past 24 hours. Then stop and don't go through with it. Tell myself, no. Just wait until there is real news. No reason to worry people before I even have any information really. 

My left breast really really hurts and burns and just feels hot from the inside of my body. And is very tender. But also my shoulders and elbows are in a lot of pain for numerous months now. 

But the left shoulder actually does not 'burn' or feel hot. Just behind my breast. Ugh... Maybe its just fatty tissue or something from having gained so much weight the past 4 years.

Well, I have a doctor appointment this afternoon. But its not like I will have any information. I wouldn't think so anyway. Probably a referral for a lovely mammogram. 

On what planet does it make sense to sqwish and squeeze something that already hurts so much! yeah... Gonna be a fun time. 

In the meantime I am enjoying working on CT works, and making all my matching stuff for my Persia AI. I've created a CU match. And I'm working on a matching scrap kit as well. I'm exciting to have a bunch of matching works. I don't usually do that. Persia CU pack is only uploaded currently to my own store and PFD.


FCD    PFD  

I totally can not wait to finish the matching scrap kit. 
*giggles*
I also have so many other packs and kits to put together for AngelWingScraps commissions. I still have 4 other AI commissions by AWS that I want to get published and match kits for...




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