Sure do wish I could simply just run away. Far far away to another time, another place. Somewhere that I am not upset, stressed, sad, and discouraged feeling on my days off. Don't even feel like working on graphics now. Which is of course what I look forward to my days off for!

Woke up perfectly happy, normal mood. Go on facebook to see if I have any msgs from "friends". Not former tenants. FRIENDS! But of course there are 3 long messages from a former tenant 'reminding me' of what i can and can not do.
BIOTCH! Please!! Reminding me that there is pending appeal and I can not go into the unit or touch anything. Ummm this is not my 1st ball game. okay!


First of all - yes I have every right to go into the unit after one has been evicted by a court of law.

I am SO so sick and tired of having my days off ruined. I can't even take any vacation time because what is the use! It will be aggravated by harassing messages on facebook messenger. I feel like blocking her. I should not have to use my personal account for business. I am not on call. I have office hours.

This situation is beyond stressful and depressing and has been dragging on for over a month past the signed Judge's order date. Urrrrgh!!!

ohhh, how is it possible to be happy to go home and get away from the office. Then feel lonely and all alone when I get here.
Sometimes I just feel like chatting some more about my stresses, but it just feels like no one really cares anyway. *shrugs*
Maybe just left over feelings from when I was married and tried to talk to my husband and it just felt like he didn't care how I was feeling or anything...

On the other hand, I just don't want to bother anyone either. Everyone has all their own stuff to deal with too.

Ever have to deal with someone at work, or even in daily life that just completely and utterly drains all of the energy from you? Thats how I feel dealing with one particular former tenant. So sick of the drama, and arguing, and just all the stuff! This should have been said and done on the 2nd of February when I went to court. But here we are closing in on the end of the month aaaand still!

The Sheriff is so tired of dealing with her, and wasting all of his time on her too that now they are telling her she does not need a civil stand-by with the sheriff to be able to get her things. Well, so sorry our police force no longer has any time for this person. But neither do I!! And I can not allow her into the apartment without the sheriff.

People in this town have a very hard time comprehending rules,
laws, ... wow!
I would say that tomorrow is another day and it will be better. But she just calls repeatedly to have someone to argue with.
If she were so concerned about all of her belongings I would think she would have paid her $1.00 for rent.
Bizarre thing is that she constantly scammed her family for money but they don't know what she spent it on.
There is over 1.00 in change in the apartment -- ding ding ding!
*lol*
So, tomorrow I will deal with my own emotions better than today and not give up any of my own energy :)

Hi all, just a little bitty rant to get it out of my system and move on with life...

Seems in our society these days many many people no longer have manners, or are just simply not taught any manners. I do not own my own business, therefore I must follow rules that are set by the government and the owners. It is not my fault or in my control when there are so many verifications and approvals to go through for things. It's a process. And if you want a lower rent, then it has to be done.

And if you don't do what is required, its not my fault when a tenant then suffers, and it takes a long time. If one is stressed out and frustrated. Fine. Don't put all that on someone else who doesn't deserve it!

It just amazes me, that I am constantly at fault for what others have not done. Totally crazy. Is this still planet earth or have I been transplanted elsewhere!! 😕😩

Now that I have gotten rid of this glummy feeling. I am moving on with my life and protecting myself from the stress and anxiety others try to project on to me. *smiles*

On a much happier note, I have been getting quite a lot added to my digital store. So yay!!! That brings me a lot of joy and happiness.
Stop over ---->   FAERIE CHARM DESIGNS
I've been adding CU packs, as well as PU scrapkits. :D


previews -- without links. Just click on my store link above please.
Have a great day and wonderful fabulous tomorrow *giggle* *giggle*
oh! And I've joined a social media community too that I advertise my
new uploads on -- MeWe

 

 

Kit by: Tiny Turtle Designs

What a great year of growth and learning this has been! I think I accomplished more new things in 2022 than any other year!

Yes, the year is not over yet. But I was just reflecting a bit.
This is the year that I plunged into scrapkit designing and fell in love with all of it! I also just learned how to script signature tags in PSP. Aaaaah!!! What a time saver! SO addicting. Ummm because its so easy!  I'll have to search around and see if anything like that is compatible with Photoshop.

I finally conquered Zen Cart too! I wanted to have a zen cart many many years ago for pixel siggies. I opened it up. Saw all the files. And promptly left. LOL
But I was determined this time. yay!!!

Just not so sure I would be able to manage a team of other designers. I don't want to be responsible for paying anyone or anything like that. So thats why I am the only seller on my store.

I also sat down and learned things that were very popular 15-20 years ago. And I just didn't have the patience or the time. So, I buckled myself in my chair and learned:

creating boxed incredimail letters (border/table style)
I discovered that the scrolling window ones kinda suck. lol So I didn't spend much time there. But I sure do love me some tables!!! And then up next was Sig Machine! Yay!! Did not thing I would ever master that and have it all functioning and decorated. But yups I got'er done.

Now, I just fell in love with Procreate. Oh My Goodness! *faints* I love that a person doesn't have to actually be a real artist. There are settings that the app practically does half the work for you! So cool!!! Of course I love all the glitter and constellation brushes LOLOLOL

Very Many Artists | I love Adrienne's Designs