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I think my body might be in shock. I'm so queasy this morning. Pork chops stuffed with wild rice. Sounds harmless enough. I don't know...
My drink supplement is supposed to arrive today. Excited to find out if that tastes good, or will make me nauseous or anything like that.
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Yay! So, I have day 3 down. I can't exactly say that I made lots of healthy choices today. *lol* But I did take steps towards progress and shared them all with my diet buddy. My sister.
Since blended coffees probably have more calories than a big mac. I talked to one of my coffee shoppe girls today and discussed what I can do to reduce calories in my coffees. So she recommended a different milk. Which coconut milk to both of us is a much better choice. I stay away from almond. And we are both coconut lovers. So, yay! And my coffee tasted different. But really really good.
And she also showed me the sugar free flavor list. So I feel like this is totally do-able.
I am on day 3 of vitamins. I've been vitamin D deficient for several years. But ummm have not been taking the supplement I'm supposed to take. So, I started back on my 10,000 IU of D3. As well as added in a B12.
And I am most excited for my drink supplement to get here. I need a replacement if I am going to stop or decrease with my rootbeer. lol Did I forget to mention my vitamin drink is strawberry shortcake flavored. Ummm yeah!! And there is also cotton candy flavor, and rainbow sherbert. I don't know. It's like they had me in mind for this product.
I am hoping to have help with mental clarity. This brain fog is just out of control. Decreasing sugar should help that too. I also am looking to increase energy and not be so tired all the time. I wake up tired! How is that even possible...
I want to say bye-bye to Arby's. Yes, I know you will miss me. But ya gotta go to the curb!
I've also taken some cool steps towards self care also. I know! I'm on a roll *lol* I got mascara and matte liquid lipstick from Farmasi. Someone friended me on Facebook and its like it was fate or something. I've wanted to start taking better care of myself. It's like I totally lost myself when I got divorced and quit doing every single thing that was positive; that I had achieved...
Also ordered the most incredible lotion I've ever had. It's a wee spendy. But it totally works wondered. Only time I've ever had silky soft smooth hands. And I tossed in a facial scrub. They are both made from apricot kernel along with other natural ingredients.
And since sleep is part of a healthy routine. I guess I should be getting there! LOL
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Actually I think I have the right to still question that. When agencies in charge of helping are aware that a woman with children, pregnant has mental health, general health and learning disabilities and social issues in general; why is this person not being helped? Why is "we're keeping on eye on her call us if you see anything" done from a desk??
I am very very saddened that one of my tenants - only 21 years old!
Passed away unexpectedly. And family services has been aware of her need for help. But shrugs their shoulders saying sheepishly I dont know. We can't help someone who doesn't want help.
Ummm ok, could you not try a little harder?
At first I was sad and shocked. Now I am in anger mode. I actually live at the properties I manage. I live close to my tenants. I myself am a tenant because of my income and living on the property I have to follow the same rules and regulations, recertifications, qualifying, proof of income, bank info, etc...
So, now everytime I walk out my door I am reminded of a tragedy that should not happen.
A mother went to bed last night without a daughter, a boyfriend - love - significant other went to bed last night without the one he loves . A baby is left to wake up to a completely different world today. Mommy is not here.
And we hear about these sort of things on the news all the time. People who 'slip through the cracks'. Well why isn't something done if we are aware of it! Why does it seem like the people in charge, those in high places to help - well they just don't seem to at all.
If a young mother who needs extra help is constantly getting pneumonia, and RSV. Why is a health professional not taking an extra measure to check in on this person. If she almost had her 1st baby removed from the home due to not feeding the baby enough; isn't that a good enough reason for family services, public health nurse, or someone to be keeping tabs on the family? And with her being pregnant and having all these factors -- why are extra measures not taken?? And I have had conversations with family services, I have been told the case worker has said many times she hates coming to the low income complex. Really?? Well you don't hate cashing your check. You don't hate the nice SUV you drive. You don't hate the nice clothing you wear. Oh but you hate doing your job your educated to do. wow...
It's ok, to keep tabs on drug addicted. And its ok to check in on them and make sure the home is clean, they are clean, etc... But serious mental health? hmmm nope nobody got time for that. Which one is more important? I am well aware that it is hard to get off of drugs etc... but that is a CHOICE. Learning disabilities, mental health those are not a freaking choice!
I'm sorry but I just want to scream scream scream!!! I don't even live in a big city where ppl can easily slip through the cracks without anyone noticing. Population of my town 5000!
I am just so sorry that we all failed you Jasmine. It's not right. It's not fair. Not fair to your unborn baby, not fair to your little baby girl, or your mother or your family or your great love who loved you so perfectly.
xoxo
Aaand finally I bring happy news! I am so happy to bring you a free commercial use pack. It is AI (artificial intelligence generated)
Some pretty bottles, buttons, candy dish, and an adorable panda!
You can download this at my store - free of charge. Just add it to your cart and check out for free. No additional purchase required.
Have fun!!
Sure do wish I could simply just run away. Far far away to another time, another place. Somewhere that I am not upset, stressed, sad, and discouraged feeling on my days off. Don't even feel like working on graphics now. Which is of course what I look forward to my days off for!
Woke up perfectly happy, normal mood. Go on facebook to see if I have any msgs from "friends". Not former tenants. FRIENDS! But of course there are 3 long messages from a former tenant 'reminding me' of what i can and can not do.
BIOTCH! Please!! Reminding me that there is pending appeal and I can not go into the unit or touch anything. Ummm this is not my 1st ball game. okay!
First of all - yes I have every right to go into the unit after one has been evicted by a court of law.
I am SO so sick and tired of having my days off ruined. I can't even take any vacation time because what is the use! It will be aggravated by harassing messages on facebook messenger. I feel like blocking her. I should not have to use my personal account for business. I am not on call. I have office hours.
This situation is beyond stressful and depressing and has been dragging on for over a month past the signed Judge's order date. Urrrrgh!!!
ohhh, how is it possible to be happy to go home and get away from the office. Then feel lonely and all alone when I get here.
Sometimes I just feel like chatting some more about my stresses, but it just feels like no one really cares anyway. *shrugs*
Maybe just left over feelings from when I was married and tried to talk to my husband and it just felt like he didn't care how I was feeling or anything...
On the other hand, I just don't want to bother anyone either. Everyone has all their own stuff to deal with too.
Ever have to deal with someone at work, or even in daily life that just completely and utterly drains all of the energy from you? Thats how I feel dealing with one particular former tenant. So sick of the drama, and arguing, and just all the stuff! This should have been said and done on the 2nd of February when I went to court. But here we are closing in on the end of the month aaaand still!
The Sheriff is so tired of dealing with her, and wasting all of his time on her too that now they are telling her she does not need a civil stand-by with the sheriff to be able to get her things. Well, so sorry our police force no longer has any time for this person. But neither do I!! And I can not allow her into the apartment without the sheriff.
People in this town have a very hard time comprehending rules,
laws, ... wow!
I would say that tomorrow is another day and it will be better. But she just calls repeatedly to have someone to argue with.
If she were so concerned about all of her belongings I would think she would have paid her $1.00 for rent.
Bizarre thing is that she constantly scammed her family for money but they don't know what she spent it on.
There is over 1.00 in change in the apartment -- ding ding ding!
*lol*
So, tomorrow I will deal with my own emotions better than today and not give up any of my own energy :)
I don't even know anymore. And have really just run out of energy.
I'll always be that person who cares about other people. But after the past couple weeks with these evictions; I just feel like I've ran empty and care a little less because of peoples irresponsibility shenanigans. If they don't care enough, why do I use up all of my own energy on it..
The sheriff even had to have words with me today. Because I am having too much stress over the whole thing. And he said its not worth it. So, I guess I have orders to stop stressing lol!
So, one. more. day. And I am totally completely done with this. It was supposed to be all done on the 6th. But tomorrow is the 9th. I have the Owner to explain things to every single day its not done. There is a court order for this to be a done deal 3 days ago.
Not my fault, not my problem that people can't just live as adults. This is not a nursing home!
That might sound terribly harsh. Its winter, one has 3 kids. Ya know, I'm all out of sympathy. The gal that has not done anything but lie, manipulate, scam, and mouth off to both me and my General Manager has no one but herself to blame. Start over with all new stuff I guess. I've had to do it before in my younger years. And even not so younger years! It's life... It happens... Stop making excuses and take care of your children and go to work instead of getting a free ride and scamming everyone constantly.
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Sometimes its hard to believe how much I'm learning and how fast I'm adapting.
Currently with what I have available my BMS deal is a savings of almost $20.00
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I do not currently require anyone to purchase any additional licenses from me.
My BMS deal is not for 'all that I offer in that particular store'. But ALL that I currently HAVE. So, if you purchase my BMS from a store that I have not gotten all of my products uploaded to. You will actually be getting more than you think you will. Hope that makes sense to everyone.
I am also dabbling a lil' smidgen in the world of AI. I know this is very controversial. Therefore will only be available at my own store. I don't want to come off rude or uncaring. But I already have a stressful job and I just don't have time for drama and time being taken up with debate on this issue.
I am careful who I purchase AI products from. I have been studying, researching learning more and more every day about it. I do pay for the services that I use. I pay at two different memberships.
I do not draw much and I do not call myself an artist. I create a little bit in Procreate and Photoshop, and Paintshop Pro. I will be offering some AI rendered avatars also that are generated from my own personal photos of myself. They turned out kinda cute. If you like them, you are welcome to use them as personal avatars on social media/website accounts...
It is a lot of fun learning and experimenting. I do not use any other artists work, or use prompts looking for anyone else's work...
Hi all, just a little bitty rant to get it out of my system and move on with life...
Seems in our society these days many many people no longer have manners, or are just simply not taught any manners. I do not own my own business, therefore I must follow rules that are set by the government and the owners. It is not my fault or in my control when there are so many verifications and approvals to go through for things. It's a process. And if you want a lower rent, then it has to be done.
And if you don't do what is required, its not my fault when a tenant then suffers, and it takes a long time. If one is stressed out and frustrated. Fine. Don't put all that on someone else who doesn't deserve it!
It just amazes me, that I am constantly at fault for what others have not done. Totally crazy. Is this still planet earth or have I been transplanted elsewhere!! 😕😩
Now that I have gotten rid of this glummy feeling. I am moving on with my life and protecting myself from the stress and anxiety others try to project on to me. *smiles*
On a much happier note, I have been getting quite a lot added to my digital store. So yay!!! That brings me a lot of joy and happiness.
Stop over ----> FAERIE CHARM DESIGNS
I've been adding CU packs, as well as PU scrapkits. :D
previews -- without links. Just click on my store link above please.
Have a great day and wonderful fabulous tomorrow *giggle* *giggle*
oh! And I've joined a social media community too that I advertise my
new uploads on -- MeWe
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